I am running down an endless path in the depths of my mind.
Where to go? What to do? Who to trust?
So many questions that I need answering,
Watching, waiting, so impatiently.
Is he the one, do I really love him?
Everything goes by so fast, like a monstrous coal truck on the 4-lane.
Spinning on a wheel in my mind,
I’m getting nowhere, just going back and forth.
I can't let go of the past,
Everyone and everything seems to be testing me, and I testing them.
Are all of my friends secretly against me?
Praying that I won't come near them?
How does the world work?
Life is an endless lesson of humiliation and attraction,
Love is what no person can explain or describe.
People deceive others, even me.
I don't want to see, feel, or hear anything.
I want to stop everything and get away.
A paradise island sitting in the sand under the warm, luring sun,
I can't stay here anymore.
The pressures and stress of life are extremely overwhelming.
I can't take life; I don't know what to do.
Love is all that keeps me living.
Now someone is taking it away from me.
How can this be, who would do something so terrible?
